Loved you a lot less, then ....

Your eyes inspired a lot of dreams …
In them, I sometimes could find reality …
But I couldn’t let these eyes see more of you then….
My eyes hurt – because I wanted you to be far away, then …


Tonight the moon has come out beautifully …
Like the other nights- like the night I lay awake under the stars …
The faces and their light … the things that never followed …
You can close you eyes at will and yet be far away from sleep, then….


When you walk down the valley, you’ll remember all the walks…
Nature has its course and so has a river, you can only hope you cross one....
Masters of destiny are not kind to outlaws, and its justified…
Only because you saw me smiling, you saw someone far away form me, then….


Someday I’ll sit by my bedside…
Or maybe I won’t….. The question is, do I want death this bad…..
I am still not clear in my head if I loved you or not …
Maybe that’s because I loved you, but I loved you a lot less, then……


this is a translation of one of my favourite songs in bangla......